MELODRAMATIC GIRL REFUSES TO LET SEASONAL BLUES PLAGUE HER!
Mirah - Gone Sugaring — won't you take me to the 24th floor?!
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oiling up the rusty hinges as i open my neglected code editor. a meagre, uneventful week passed since updating rilkean and my brain, without hesitation, assumes i'm trying to translate some kind of ancient tongue.
part of me misses creating visually complex layouts. whether it be from frustration, a random spark of inspiration, or sheer boredom, stagnant is a canvas i continue to paint over. as helpful as minimalism has been in terms of organisation and clearing my head, i want to return to my halcalic roots -- though, by tenfold. more complexity, more interactivity, more everythinggg!
"burnout speedrun," i hear you bellow in the distance... maybe, but considering the time i've spent away from the internet as of recent, i've been dying to challenge my brain more than ever.
i am a pessimist in denial turned hopeful and, funnily enough, i hope to ride this creative little high until it dwindles. where would i be without a little discomfort.
and yes, i have this kind of "epiphany" every other month. whatfuckingever!